C*******y College.

      If I could, I would go back in time and change many, many, many things. I know that the past events of my life have shaped the man I am today. But come on. When you have screwed up as much as I have, the what if game is an addiction even though it sucks to think about.
      If I could do anything to change my circumstances I would, because community college sucks huge piece of tree bark. Every day here is another splinter in my tongue. And because I strive to get back into Chico State I must endure the waste of gas, time, and money that is XXXX College. Granted my classes are not to bad. I have actually enjoyed a few of them. But not being able to see friends at school, the time it would take to go home between class. These two semesters are just one big fat inconvenience.
       I wish I had requested to get treated for ADHD sooner. That one little decision could have drastically changed my predicament. There is always the chance that it would not have done anything, but I would like to see where I would be now. Probably still at Chico.
      Well it is easy to fantasize of greatness when your life is still climbing out of the toilet. Funny side note, though any reader wouldn't recognize it, I am misspelling a word in every sentence. Thank you spell check. Although I would probably attract more readers and comments without it.
       Soon Chico State University, soon I will be back to you. Hopefully only six more months of affordable education and I will be back in your arms. 

Long time

Well it seems like I have time for a post. The last couple of months I haven't really had time to write, and I guess I haven't had anything to write about. I have been in a little bit of a slump. Creatively drained and exhausted. The good news is that is all over now. I don't know why but I feel refreshed, almost like a have finally woken up. Things are looking good in most aspects. More to come in the near future dear readers, I know you are few but I feel like I have neglected you all. Ha. Alright.